that I can't deny. Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby?"

its nearing the end of october, and i have not updated, i figured ya'll might like to hear what has been going on.
work: i manage, don't care for it that much, there is nothing else that is hiring or wants to take on yet another worker. i do not particularly care for coworkers or managers or my boss. but i live for now, becuz i need some source of income.
home: so much better than it has ever been, dad and i are talking, we can discuss stuff. i still want to move out and get him off the controlling streak of my life, but i manage with what i have at the moment. we haven't yelled for a few weeks now. i try and do what he ask to keep him happy.
monetary: sucks, i have to find a way to turn 2-- into 350 by the 9th of november. not easy when you make only 121 and still have to pay for everything on your own. *headesk* i want to do this with out him, i want to do this without him...
relationship: 3 days away from month 10. now i know some of you are going "why do you even care? it should only matter the years" well when your relationship stretches distance, it helps to remind you of the good in your life by marking the passing of months. i got to go down and see her last weekend, granted half the time we were with my family, but it was okay. it was nice to be us for a change, and remember what that means.
school: going good, classes are going well and i am working through the habits that dragged me down at OU. im working on studying the right way, working on keeping contact with professors and so far i have all my homework turned in i am lonely 95% of the time, for i do not know anyone here that i would like to spend more than a lunch with. ive gotten used to my loneliness and that is what i use to get through my old habits.
random side notes: cleopatra still has not eaten, i feel so bad, i dont have the money to get her the equipment to make her warm. ive got one trick left up my sleeve till i have money again and i pray that will work for her. there may be the patter of little paws in the wainscott house soon. the family is dying to have another puppy, knowing that scar is entering the down hill slide of her life time. i cant believe that scar is 6 years old. *shakes her head* time flies. she is turning gray slowly and it breaks my heart to know that she is growing older. i want this dog to last forever. she is amazing, in personality, in her attitude towards life, in everything.

lunch time soon, and i am hoping sam will call.